Wednesday, May 13, 2009
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Friday, April 10, 2009
God, this blog is old.Posted by B at 8:48 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
280109
Wow. It's been some time since I used blogger. I'm not very sure which I prefer. Blogger of livejournal.Yeah, anyway, just a quick post to create that feeling of nostalgia. :)
Just a quick brief on how I've been doing, if you haven't been reading my livejournal.
I'm a more emo person now. I'm still happy but as usual, I don't have friends in school but I'm happy. :) I've been spending more time with my family instead and well, all's going well I suppose.
I hate school even more now and often, I try to get my mom to let me skip it.
I have no idea why I'm still typing when no one reads my blog or my journal anyways. Ah, I'm going to forget this shit.
Posted by B at 9:04 PM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
271198 - Livejournal
Hey guys, will be using Livejournal for a while. Just wanna see which one works better with me, blogger or livejournal.http://t-rickster.livejournal.com
Yeah, will be updating there from now on, pictures and all, so go there and give comments yeah
^^
After a while, if I feel I prefer blogger, I'll let you know. For now, this blog is out.
Posted by B at 7:12 PM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
261108
Prefect camp was awesome. Unfortunately, while playing "vertical limit"(i hate that game...because...), I bruised my spine again. At first, it was okay, but just like...abut fifteen minutes ago it started hurting like hell...(thus my reason for hating the game. THE KNEE JOINTS OF THE PERSON I'M LYING ON ALWAYS HITS MY TAILBONE!)Because of this, I won't be able to go for tomorrow's prefect camp. Shit it to hell. It was so fun, too.
Well, I could use this time to catch up on my writing and biographies...
It's about time to go sleep soon. I'm tired...
Close-up on a fox in Hokkaido. They're surprisingly tame, except for one which always picked fights with others. I'll be putting its picture up next time. Ironically, it's the most beautiful one too, the one that doesn't look like the fighting type.
Anyways, this fox tends to remind me of Ryan. The emo-ness. XD
Oh my, it'll be tomorrow in about 3 minutes.
なんで？
～ベル
Posted by B at 11:48 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
251108
...Jeremy, I hate you.He crashed my computer. Yes, Jeremy(Ayrton's friend, if you've forgotten) has been coming around for the past few days or so. He (unintentionally) installed something called "Cheating Death" for Counter Strike.
Anyways, when I woke up the next day and turned on my computer, everything changed. My wallpaper, my theme, my icons all gone, and shit, some of the musicals too.
I was pissed off.
Then I was happy, my mom said maybe I could get a new phone! The same phone that Ayrton and I both want. Which I asked for first. So my mom said we could both have it. So why is it that when it is I who asked it for it first, have to wait until January to get it while Ayrton gets it immediately?
I was pissed.
Jeff Dunham helped. ^^
Anyways, now peicing my computer back again. ^^ Tomorrow is prefect camp. Not overnight camp, though.
Anyways, how is it I get so many views but not as many tags? Ahem. XD
おやすみ！！
I'll be posting pictures of my previous Hokkaido trip, to relieve memories! (●^ω^●)
Look how tame the wolf is!!
じぶんはケンケンをあいしてます。
Posted by B at 8:51 PM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
231108
...I can't breath...because I'm laughing too much... XDJust finished laughing with my brothers and Jaslin. Was playing an innocent game of UNO. Then we kept cracking jokes and laughed until my stomach hurt. Then I had to do a forfiet.
Afterward, while playing one last round, my dad was out on the couch and was sleeping. That was fine. Until the snoring started.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
"*while laughing* I wonder if that's natural..."
"Belle, you bastard!"
"I seriously think he's awake! I mean, I can't even snore that loud even if I tried!"
Ayrton: *the finger but still laughing*
"Can someone get me a clip?! I want to clip his nose!"
"Belle, shut up!"
On the whole, we just kept laughing. During one of the loudest snores, Ayron tried to run away, I wanted to forfeit the damn game and Ayrton pretended to kill himself with the scissors on the table. XD
It was down to Ayron and Ayrton when that happened. In the end, Ayron won the game and we started to escape. I can still hear my beloved Dad outside snoring. X3
...I wonder how Mom sleeps at night. XD
There's a prefect meeting tomorrow, damn. Oh wells...can't be helped.
We spent about, two hours on the whole, outside in the living room, playing cards. I kept losing at first but then I said it was retribution for me beating Jaslin in Snakes & Ladders a few minutes ago. XD ooh...LUCKY!
Alright, gotta go sleep soon. Only...I'M NOT TIRED! Shit
Posted by B at 11:15 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
221108
Today was Swiss' Open House and I think Drama Club did a good job. And let me just say, I LOVE OUR SWISS BAND! I also love the music genres Jazz and Rythm & Blues. Anyone kind enough to buy CDS of those for me? ^^Then there was a briefing for the New Zealand trip in China Town so I left at12:30 instead of 2. Yeah.
I didn't do much today, yeah. Now enjoying a good, hot cup of tea. Hmm...warm and nice.
...love...these...two... *drool*
Posted by B at 9:00 PM
Friday, November 21, 2008
211102
...I realize the differences now. I'm Niou face-to-face with people. Yagyuu, behind technology.I just finished trying out the old winter clothes for the Hokkaido trip. I also accquired a brand new wind-breaker for the New Zealand trip too. I will be taking my dinner in about ten minutes. Until then, I hope to relieve myself of boredom by reading up fanfictions.
Posted by B at 6:49 PM
211108 - Cervical Cancer
If there's one thing I really hate, it's people threatening me.My mom still wants me to take three fucking injections to prevent cervical cancer. Here's the threatening part: She said she would uy everything new for us next year when we move, including a new laptop which is what I'm looking forward to the most. But now, she says if I don't take the injections, she won't get it for me. Neither will she allow me to buy it myself with my own money I earn with scrimping and saving. Bottom line, she's not letting me get a new laptop, whether its with her money or mine.
She can't take the cervical cancer treatments shots because she's already had sexual intercourse and she read from a pamphlet MONTHS ago that it is most effective between the ages of 12 - 16.
I'm 14 next year.
So, basically, if I agree to take the shots, she's gonna get me the best laptop in all of the land right now. I don't gotta wait until next year. And I will be prevented from cervical cancer for the rest of my life.
On the other hand, I will be taking three bloody shots where the needles are bloody big and it's gonna hurt like a bitch. Even though they say there's a cream that will numb my arm. Guess what? I tried the cream before and then put a penknife to the area, it still hurt. I could feel it.
More over, the chances of me getting it is only 20%. So, there's an 80% chance that everything will be fine.
I think I can honestly say right now, that the only way anyone will get me to get an injection is if it's compulsory or it involves saving someone's life. e.g., hold a gun to someone's head. Someone I know and then say that if I don't take the shots, they'll pull the trigger and BAM!
If it's someone I don't know, I still won't agree to it.
That's how much I fucking hate needles.
So I gave my mom an example. I asked her if eating three cockroaches would ensure she won't ever get cervical cancer, would she do it? And remember, there's only a 20% chance of it happening.
My mom didn't reply. She just said, "okay, okay! Never mind! Your choice!"
So screw the new laptop, I can live with this computer just fine. I'm not taking the shots.
And if you're thinking about how stupid I am for being like this right now, put yourself in my shoes. Same situation, different circumstances.
You have to do something you are bloody scared of so that you won't ever get cancer. You have to do it three times. It's gonna hurt, it's gonna be frightening. But there's only a freaking 20% chance that you will get cancer. To make it 0%, you have to do this thin three times.
There is an 80% chance that you'll be fine. Would you do it? Don't just say 'yes, I'll do it'. Really think about it. Because whatever you fear is to you, it's needles to me.
Posted by B at 4:57 PM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
201108 - YAGYUUXNIOU!!
This...is...the pairing I am helplessly in love with!! The Gentleman making the rice ball, the Trickster eating it. ^^
I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM!!
I LOVE THEM!
This is Yagyuu, the Gentleman. Second favourite character in PoT. ^^
TATATA!! MY FAVOURITE CHARACTER!!Niou Masaharu, the Trickster of the Courts.
I was looking for some websites the other day on these two, and I read something about them being the ideal Pairing in PoT.
I MUST AGREE!
Oh yes, found another bat in the curtains in the hall. xD
Posted by B at 8:40 PM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
191108
...I'm tired. I have chills running down the back of my spine. Was watching Doomsday with mom and Jaslin and it is just too damn gory for me... My teeth are literally chattering right now. Not even halfway into the movie, I retreated back into my room.Anyways, Faith and Reuben are back from Cebu! HEY YOU TWO! WELCOME BACK! ^^
Got school tomorrow. Darn. AT EIGHT IN THE FRICKING MORNING!!
Oh wells. Good night for now. ^^
Posted by B at 7:31 PM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
181108
...prodigy. That's what she called me. A prodigy in what, I ain't exactly sure. So I asked. She said everything. Coming from a woman at least ten years older than. Ten years more of experience and she calls me a prodigy.Anyways, today, I'm glad I went for drama! While practicing on the stage with the curtains closed so the badminton club couldn't see us, by the side, there are 3 more curtains, all tied up. I heard some like... squeaking? coming from the middle one.
We got a stick and started poking it. we opened up one of the folds and saw a black rat. When we got the teacher, it wasn't a rat at all. It was a bat. A bloody bat bigger than my hand. It was so cute! A little scary but so cute!
We opened the closed curtains and once the light got in, it started flying about! All drama club members just squated down but the badminton club... HAHA!! They gathered together in one bunch before squating down all together! XD XD XD
Gotta go for Japanese lesson now. Blog again tonight if anything worth blogging comes up. ^^
Posted by B at 1:04 PM
181108
...I'm tired. I don't want to go for CCA. I don't want to go for my Japanese lesson. I don't want to go out. I want to stay home. Home where I can work. Yes, a type of work that I actually enjoy.Mainly reading and writing, learning a bit more Japanese on my own. I just wanna...be home.
I woke up at six today, so I could get in a few more hours of computer before I left for school. Now, I'm really considering not going. I just really don't like to go to school during the holidays.
Then I gotta rush home, eat my lunch and then head out again. And most probably, drama club is gonna keep us back for a while more, twenty minutes at most. Damn.
And I learned that I'm Amanda's group for CIP and I will have to sing to the children. I wonder what songs...
Yeah, anyways, off to go find more Niou and Yagyuu fanfiction. I love that pairing. The Trickster and the Gentleman. Have been on this pairing craze for about a month. THEY ARE THE ULTIMATE PAIR IN THE HISTORY OF PAIRS! Well, to me at least.
...
It's pure genius.
Konomi Takeshi, you are a genius. A GENIUS!
I love Niou and Yagyuu... Maybe I'll get a picture of them ^^
BUT THAT DOES MEAN IN ANYWAY THAT I LIKE RYAN, OKAY?! (Refer to previous post)
Now that I think about it...Ryan is no way like Niou. No fricking way. He's more like Hirakoba Rin. And why the Hell am I rambling when you all don't even know what I'm talking about?!
Ah, blasting off folks.
And why do they have to give Kawai Ryusuke a role in the musicals where he DOESN'T smile when he looks so much better smiling?
Posted by B at 7:46 AM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
151108
...sometimes I feel like the characters, Niou and Yagyuu with Ryan. He's Niou, I'm Yagyuu.N: I changed?
Y: Who said that?
N: U know wat the Fuck i mean
Y: I have no idea what you are talking about.
N: "Somehow... Thts what belle said, you're nt so much of a JERK and nt as jumpy or something like that."
N: Speechless? Or?
Y: Hardly. I merely said you were in better moods.
...Niou, the rash, rude one. Yagyuu, also known as the Gentleman. ...bleh.
And sometimes I feel like Niou and Yagyuu altogether. Niou, the Trickster. Yagyuu, the Gentleman.
Sometimes, I feel like Niou and then I become really enthu and I wanna do crazy things like the pail over the door trick. Or put sleeping powder into the teachers' water. Or alcohol. Or steal people's shoes and put thumb tacks everywhere.
I feel like Yagyuu when...well, when my speech pattern changes. Or when I don't want to get into trouble. Then I start acting innocent. something like that, I think.
Anyways, i finally got off my lazy ass to go charge my camera and then transfer the photos. The two shots are of my tattoos for halloween. Not all, but most of 'em.
The first one I put on. The one that looks the most realistic too. 
My arms. There were more on the underside. xDPosted by B at 6:11 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008
141108 - Arthur
I have come to the freakily weird (to me at least) cocclusion that I love hugs.Warm, friendly hugs. =/
Yeah. Weird. Whatever. I realised that my one-year anniversary with my blog just passed three days ago. xD
KenKen updated his blog a few times recently. I just didn't check. Well, my blog is mostly dead but I suppose that's good. I can type all the real personal stuff here. For some reason, I can type all I want. Then after reading it after I posted, I go back and delete it.
This has in fact, happened more times than I can count. I started asking myself, why am I clamming up? I don't know why I'm posting this. I'll most probably go back and delete it anyways.
I suppose...I need some release. But it doesn't work if I erase it all again.
Let me say all the things I deleted. Summarized, of course. Most of them was about me appreciating this friend anyways. I mentioned him in my last blog entry, I think? Or the one before that.
Arthur. (connecticut)
Yeah, I love Arthur for being there.
Other posts were about...regret. The feeling I hated the most.
Anyways, that's about it. Oh yes, I was looking through some old emails. Some of e'm were short and sweet and some were long and thougtful. I took the the sweetest short one. Okay, maybe not the sweetest but amongst them. I couldn't post the others. They were too personal. XP
Anyways, this email is also to let you know a bit about how Arthur is like. Or at that time, he was 19john_doe91. It wasn't until my 12th birthday that he let me know his name. Although...I have a sinking suspicion that 'Arthur' is a fake name. Oh wells, I'll trust him.
By the way, devilking666 was another good friend of mine in GB. Maybe not as good as Dirge or Arthur, but good enough that I played two-on-two games with him as my partner. ^^
Salutations, trickster12. (my username in GB before)
are you well? devilking666 and i assumed only an illness would keep you away from gb for a week. do rest up and get well soon. is it headaches? get more sleep. is it a sore throat? keep away from snacks. is it muscle pains? press some hot tea on it, the heat will numb the area i'm told. is it a cold? no cold drinks. is it an upset stomach? sorry, but i don't have any remedies for an upset stomach. we, well mostly me, hope to see you online soon. rest up.
till next time, adieu.
19john_doe91.
That was Arthur. Sent on August 6th, 2006. In case you don't know, "John Doe" is what investigators call the victim if they do not have and identification. xD
Posted by B at 7:35 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
121108
I'm now using a Nokia. My mom came home, told me to lend my Samsung to my dad, because his own Samsung suddenly blacked out and he was used to Samsung. So I lent mine to him and took my Aunt's one. ^^It's really not that bad. This model came out this year. It's black, slide phone and it's rather adequate, I'll tell you that.
Alright, just rambling here.
... 眼い... (nemui = sleepy)
xD a little bit of Japanese lessons put to use there... honto nemui...
Well, I suppose I should get to sleep now then!
おやすみ！(Oyasumi = good night) ☆
Posted by B at 11:05 PM
121108
I'm so tired right now. I got one heck of a headache. Dammit...The rain just stopped.
I love Arthur...
www.hotel626.com is a funny game.
lalalalalalala...
KenKen is so adorable here...
Posted by B at 6:02 PM
Sunday, November 9, 2008
091108
Had some fun with John last night. And from the way he types on MSN and from the way a certain someone types on my tagboard every now and then, you must know by now that John is in fact, only an alias. Shall not reveal his real name although it's bloody obvious. xDIf you know, please don't say, yeah? Keep this fun. ^^
Anyways, nothing much to do now. I'm bored. Gonna write some more. I finished a story last night. I like it. Might post it. By the way, I added a link to my links. The first one. 'Stories'. Yeah, it's my deviantart account. I finally decided to make use of my deviantart then just using it to browse for art. xD
So far, only one story in there. Based on basketball, yeah. Let me know what you think... One of the newest ones. I think about two weeks ago?
Chatting with Reu, John and XinYi right now. Abz too. ^^ YEAH HE'S COMING BACK IN FIVE WEEKS!
But I only have 2 days to meet him! Leaving on the 26th, morning I think?
YES! REUBEN! I AGREE WITH YOU! I SUPPORT JOHN TOO!
JOHN! GET BACK ON YOUR FEET! DON'T FEEL SORRY FOR YOURSELF!
Okay, gonna go...and...slack for a while. I'm sleepy...
Posted by B at 11:05 AM
Saturday, November 8, 2008
081108
(8:20 PM) Some ppl choose:i fucking hate you knw
(8:20 PM) B: funny msn con:
i love u too bud
(8:21 PM) Some ppl choose:
BELLLLLLLLLE
(8:21 PM) B: funny msn con:
yes, john?
(8:21 PM) Some ppl choose:
DAMN YOU
(8:22 PM) B: funny msn con:
awww... U MISS ME?! I MISS U TOO!
(8:22 PM) Some ppl choose:
U SRE TESTING MY NERVE
(8:23 PM) B: funny msn con:
i am?
(8:23 PM) Some ppl choose:
YES
(8:23 PM) Some ppl choose:
SERIOUSLY
(8:23 PM) B: funny msn con:
'YES' YOU'LL BE MY FRIEND FOREVER?! AW IM SO TOUCHED!
