Wednesday, July 30, 2008

30:07:08

Kit learned the power of true strength and independence. And in return, Kasuga learned about unity and how to love again.

Kit learned to be an amazing kunoichi. And in return, Kasuga learned how to make friends.

Kit learned how to deal with loved ones’ deaths. And in return, Kasuga learned never to forget them.

Kit learned to be cautious and wary. And in return, Kasuga learned how to trust.

Kit learned to be strict but fair. And in return, Kasuga learned to be understanding.

But the one thing they both learned together was to always look out for one another, trust one another, believe in one another and to love one another.

They were a partnership made in Heaven. Yeah, they'd be together forever.

Forever is a long time.

But not impossible.

And they knew that.

Alright, still sick. But will have to go to tomorrow's Speech Day practice in the afternoon. Haha, will be fun to go back to school. ^^

Okays, well now, not much to blog about. Just gonna get some rest yeah. I've missed school for three days now. Including tomorrow, four. It's already been decided that I won't be going to school tomorrow. Still too sick.

Dammit.


Posted by B at 4:12 PM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

29:07:08 - Sick

I feel like shit.

Sore throat and a flu. What joy. I had gotten sick on Sunday night, after coming back from Cheers. Missed school on monday and today. Went to the doctor's yesterday. Got my pills. Been sleeping a lot today. Feeling relatively better. But still not well enough to go to school tomorrow...

Joel, Emily, Shyang Zhi and some others coming over for a prayer meeting later.

Ah wells, nothing much to blog about.

Haha, what am I still doing here?

Hah... Okay, blasting off now.

Keep rocking ^^



Posted by B at 6:09 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

27:07:08

...

Why does this shit always happen to me?

Okay, anyways, today was the BBQ yeah. It was fun to say the least. VEEERRRRYYYY nostalgic... xD

After the games, BBQ, I went back home to chill with the weekend people. Ayrton, Jaslin and Jeremy. Jeremy, Ayrton, mom and I had a nice talk about good books, relationships, stuff like that.

Yeah, Jeremy, Guo Zheng (not confirmed) and Eugene (not confirmed) will be coming over for a sleep-over. ^^ I LOOOVVEE GUO ZHENG'S FACE PIRECINGS!! He has so many! Two on his cheeks, four on his wrist, eyebrows, nose, teeth, it's awesome! Ayrton tattooed his back. It's amazing...

And I LOOOOVVVEEE EUGENE'S HAIR!! YAHH!! I'll try to take their photos next week and show y'all peeps. ^^

Anyways, the four of us went out just now to Cheers. Ayrton treated me and Jeremy to drinks and Jaslin and I to lolipops. ^^

After that, Jaslin and Jeremy went home and so did Ayrton and I and that's where I am right now. Can't wait for this weekend when I can see them again... I've grown strangely attached to them. Without them, my weekend would be one boring mess. XD With them around, I can play PSP with them, watch DVDs with them and just laugh at people on friendster.

They touch a Singaporean part of me. XD And I get to tickle/hit Jeremy for thinking I like Fong/Guo Zheng/Bling... ^^

Posted by B at 11:00 PM

27:0708 - Sum it All Up

I loveeeee Betelgeuse!! (Beetle-juice) he rocks!!

PREFECTS CHEER!!

Swiss (clap x4)
Swiss (clap x4)
S-C-S-S
Swiss!
We will come and fight together
To go far, we go together
Swiss (clap x4)
Swiss (clap x4)

^^

Okays, Zul disappeared on Friday morning. MIA. XD So Jestina (orientation IC) brought me around the entire school. She was trying to find a place where "we can't hear the national anthem."

...

And yeah, we heard the national anthem a little and got into position. After that, went back to class. Okay, tomorrow gotta stay back for Speech Day practice. ARRGHH!! STARTS AT 4!!

So I gots nothing to do until then... T-T

Only good thing about tomorrow is prefects "meeting" in the morning and P.E. ^^

And... Drama of History competition, between 5 schools, we got in 4th position. But I'm just glad we even got that far! We're 4th out of 33!! ^^

But I think Woodlands Ring Sec should get in 1st! It had me laughing like mad!! ^^ TURBULENCE TURBULENCE!! XD

And then R.I in second. ^^ Because, honestly, Tanjong girls school or something like that, I REALLY couldn't understand their drama. I HAD NO IDEA WHAT WAS GOING ON! Apparently, the judges did, that's why they came in first.

Oh wells... CONGRATS TO THE TOP THREE SCHOOLS! ^^

Last night was sorta amusing. Hung out with Ayrton, Jaslin, Jeremy and Guo Zheng. Played PSP, looked and laughed at photos on friendster. ^^

Well, today's the BBQ. It's 12:43PM. A few more hours, yeah. And just think, in about 19 hours or so, I'll be in school... T-T


Posted by B at 11:53 AM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

24:07:08

Damn, I look good in my tie! XD Met up with Zul today. Things weren't entirely awkward but it was alright. Damn, I can't believe I'm a prefect (on probation but a prefect nonetheless)

Alright, today's math test was alright. Chinese, well... You know. Okay, so then there was the speech day practice. Made ANOTHER goof up. Have to edit the script again... This'll be the third time.


Posted by B at 4:51 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

230708

Yours truly will be getting her prefect tie tomorrow and has been paired with, who the senior prefects call, "the Joker", whose real name is Zul(sp?), for the teachers day stuff. ^^

Saw Joel, Emily and Shyang Zhi last night. It's been a while since I saw them. They're having a BBQ this sunday. Nostalgic. XD

Um, right. Anyways, I'm also an MC For the speechy day this year. And THE RPINCIPAL AND HOD OF ENGLISH KNOW ME BY NAME NOW!! WHOO! IM FAMOUS!! THANK YOU DRAMA CLUB!!

Posted by B at 10:33 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

200708 - Little voice in my head

I wanna return back to God. But will I be able to open the doors that I once closed to Him, cell group, everyone?

Spent the day buying *shudders*... undergarments. BLECH! Okay, after that, went for lunch with family. Talking with my grandmother is great! She can be quite naggy but she gives good advice so I'll need to improve my chinese. XD

After that, went to West Mall where I got a great deal of 3 comics for $10 where in actual fact, 3 comics would cost about $15. So I got nine comics. ^^

Ayrton got sick. Sad.

And tomorrow is Racial Harmony. Will be excused from classes earlier to do two quick rehearsals and then it's showtime!

I prayed to God just now...and...I think He finally spoke to me. I could feel this prompting. This prompting telling me to return to church this week. And...I think I will.

We all need to listen to that little voice in our heads sometimes. XD

Posted by B at 9:03 PM

200708 - Snap snap!

Here are the phoootooos!! ^^ Also, just to let everyone know, I just had an... emotional breakdown last night. Everything's fine and thanks for all the messages and your concern for me guys! Sorry if I worried you, everything' alright! ^^


Yuan Qi and Crystal

Amirul, Xu Hao(cockroach) and Shaun


Luqman in white, Ernest behind him in green, Guan Yuan in red. Don't know who's hiding behind the bag. Maurice in yellow behind Yock Hwie in green. ^^


You've read about her, you've heard about her, get ready to see her!
Shobana and I



Drama mamas! Amanda, Faith, Afiqah, Shao Fen and Sherlyn.
lastly, me in the front! ^^

All the juniors in drama! They make every meeting interesting for me!
Thank you drama queens! ^^


Okay, this is for Jia Hui/Shao Fen/whoever's in charge.
These are the only photos I could find in my camera for the Drama of History Competition Audition.





























Alright guys, that's all from me! I'll blog later on in the night yeah! ^^
Oh and... WE GOT IN THE DRAMA OF HISTORY COMPETITION!!! YESS!! GREAT JOB EVERYONE! ^^

Posted by B at 4:20 PM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

190708

Thanks Froggy. (that's your NEW nickname, F. live with it! if u're reading lar, anyways...)

You've done the impossible.

You cheered me up. =)

Thanks again, Froggy.

Posted by B at 10:42 PM

190708 - Perpetual Upheaval

You all just don't understand the gravity of the power you have...

I hung out with Jeremy, Ayrton and Jaslin today. In the early afternoon. Then they left. Came back. And left again. Before they left again...

Jeremy: (In english) Why you never go out?
Me: *shrugs*
Jeremy: Wah, so guai ar?
Me: (In english) Is not I guai, is I have no one to go out with. I no friends wan.
Jeremy: (In english) Ey, I talking serious wan lar! Your school, really no friends meh?

Truth be told, I do have a few friends. Drama mates, definitely. But they got other things on. Two members got baptized today. I considered going down because maybe my presence would make a difference.

But when Ayron told me the names of the two members, I didn't recgonize them. And so, I decided to stay home because a stranger's presence wouldn't matter.

And I really have to stop reading people's blogs. Most especially Ms Bay's. (Though I still continue reading anyways...)

Because it shows me that they have someone to count on, rely on, depend on, someone they have a mutual understanding with. Why don't I have that?

I mean, yes, I do have that with my online friend. But he's got other things to worry about, his girlfriend, his family, his basketball team. His studies. And it's not like we can go out for a meal together or talk and laugh about how bad they actors are in the movies or just go out shopping or even just see each other.

Ryan. I know I don't mean as much to him as he does to me. I know why people mean more to me than I mean to them. Ryan was the closest to being the only other USA Influenced peron in my class. And that's why I felt that I could talk to him.

I could tell him jokes that he would understand and others wouldn't. I could talk to him about stuff bothering me and he would know why. I mean, all I gotta say is "two girls sit behind me" with an irritated voice and tone and he would know that I was referring to those girly girls.

You poor soul. he would say.

I know. I would reply.

I pity you. he would say again.

I know.

But as soon as school started this year, the more I talked to him, the more of the Ryan I once knew disappeared. Until soon, it came down to the fact that the title "best friend" was nothing more than what it was, a title.

And suddenly, I was glad he wasn't in my school and I wasn't in his. I wouldn't have to see him slowly fade away. I wouldn't have to witness the person I once called my best friend disappear from my sight.

That's why it comes to parting with those people I hold near and dear to me, I know that I always hurt more than they do. Because I am desperate for a friend. And those people I hold onto? Well... What would they see in a little girl in their sea of friends?

I just want a true friend. Like... I don't know... Maybe like Yuan Qi and Crystal? Lokies, Cheryl and Candis? Or maybe even Ryan and Yi Sheng.

I've lost friends, that is true. Why? Because they weren't really friends to begin with and when I realized that nasty little fact, I gave up on them. Because why waste time on someone who obviously didn't see you as how you saw them?

Why do I always begin the first step? Can I be selfish and ask someone to take the first step towards me instead?!

Yeah, sure. Drama club is awesome. They're a great group of friends. But I can't... open up to any of them. I can't tell them my problems.

Good God, I just want a true friend.

And once again, I've been thrown into a swirl of perpetual upheaval. Go check you dictionary.


Posted by B at 5:23 PM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

160708 - Loving Drama Club!

YYEESS!! I rushed on three art pieces last night, handed them in today. My art teacher said they were the best from the sec ones he had seen so far! He even showed it to the sec twos and all! Said my group and I could win a prize!

Anyways, this Friday is sports day. After sports day, drama club will take a bus back to school, have catered lunch and then go to the National Musuem for the Drama of History competition. Spending time with the drama club is SOOOOOOOOOO much fun! And next Monday is Racial Harmony day! I am now a very, squealy, whiny little girl. Oh man... XD

I LOVE DRAMA CLUB! ^^

Especially hanging out with the other sec ones, like Sherlyn, Faith, Shao Fen, Guurpreet, Amanda, Chrizangel, Afiqah yeah! Finally spoke to the two sec one guys, Dickson and Nicholas. BIG mistake... Frenemies...

And also with some of the sec threes. ^^ BUT I MISS THE SEC FOURS!! ESPECIALLY ALEX!! PEOPLE KEEP SAYING THAT I'M HER CLONE BECAUSE I'M EXACTLY LIKE HER! EVEN MORE NOW THAT I HAVE SHORT HAIR!! AND YEEEEE JEEEENNNGG!!! AND-AND-AND CAMEL! (Yan Li) She and I like to bicker a lot so it's fun! XD

Posted by B at 7:26 PM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

130708

Okay, you know what? I've had it! Why is it that people around me can control how I feel with just a few simple sentences! You see?! That's why I sometimes prefer to be locked away in my room, ALONE! Where no one can anger me!

I tried praying just now. I am sick and tired of being angry, I told God. I told Him I don't wanna be angry or sad anymore! I wanted to be calm and happy like I used to be! Why is it that now, every single day, I feel like I just gotta punch something, literally!

I'm tired of being angry! I'm tired of living every day with a bad mood! I want to smile, genuinely! OKAY?! I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY AGAIN! AND I CAN'T WHEN THREE QUARTERS OF THE CLASS HATES ME FOR NO ABSOLUTE REASON!

Hate, hate, hate, that's all I ever feel these days! I DON'T WANNA HATE! ONE OF THESE DAYS, I'M GOING TO GO CRAZY AND JUST PUNCH SOMEONE! That someone being most likely Ernest. Seriously.

Posted by B at 11:20 PM

Friday, July 11, 2008

110708 - Faith

There was a young man. Ruined, he was. Trapped, he was. Trapped in this hellhole we call the world. But yet, people turned to him for advice. And although he didn't follow his own advice, others did and it helped them greatly.

When they felt like giving up, he said to them, "Don't give up! Don't give in!" But he himself had given up, he himself had given in.

He wasn't intent on bringing anyone down to the pit he was in. He wanted to help them. He didn't want them to end up like him.

Now, is that selflessness or what?

Oh yeah, I wanted to post a story today. It's one of my favourites and even though there might be some vulgarities, its meaningful. The title is Faith.

It may be long but please do read every single word. Summary: Hidan is sick and just wants his hot chocolate and his muffin. But Tobi has other thoughts. Somehow, a talk on faith is started between the two.

Normally, when he’d walk inside the café on the corner of West Grover Street, the little bell rigged above the door would precede his entrance—and every time, without fail, he’d tell the establishment’s overly cheerful proprietor just what he thought of that damn bell (“Don’t you get tired of listening to it? Annoying as fuck…”).

Today, however, his arrival was marked by a series of rapid sneezes that not only drowned out the sound of the bell, but made his eyes water, his stuffy nose run, and prompted a slew of “Bless you”s from the morning crowd (most of whom delivered the blessing by rote rather than actually believing it came from God, because, per the status quo, God had been taken out of everything).

He might’ve begun a tirade concerning the sorry state of their heathen souls if he wasn’t already feeling like shit and had a sermon to deliver in two hours, so he merely jerked his head sharply by way of thanks, however hollow, and shuffled to his usual seat—the small, two-person table in the back, near the window.

The wood creaked beneath him as he practically slumped into the chair, a high-backed, old-fashioned number that could’ve come out of a nineteenth-century cottage—the entire café had that down-home comfort atmosphere: the food was made from scratch (and there was plenty of it), the coffee brewed with real beans, the service prompt and hospitable. During the fall and winter seasons, a fire always burned in the hearth; extravagant decorations went up for holidays.

Nice place, he’d admit. Really nice. Never said it out loud (never would), but he knew he was always welcome here, and not merely because he dished out ten bucks for a hot chocolate and one of those incredible apple-pie muffins twice a week (sometimes even more than that).

“Good grief, you sound terrible, Hidan.”

It was because of this clown, currently setting a napkin and utensils in front of him—something Hidan failed to understand. He’d only use the spoon to scoop the marshmallows out of his chocolate before they melted (right before…he liked them soft and gooey the best). The fork and the knife would go unused (only pussies cut up their muffins), but that hadn’t stopped Tobi yet.

“It’s the principle of the thing, Hidan,” he’d explained once, gravely. “The spoon goes with the fork, and the fork goes with the knife. They’ve gotta be together, see?”

No, as a matter of fact, he didn’t. Hard to summon up concern over the supposed separation anxiety of inanimate objects.

Whatever. Not like he had to clean up after himself—Tobi seemed perfectly happy to do it, week after week, so Hidan let the issue go. Why argue with a crazy person, anyhow?

“Do I?” Hidan couldn’t keep the biting sarcasm out of his voice—a voice that bore more resemblance to a frog than a human being at the moment. Didn’t exactly bode well for his sermon. “Well that’s fucking swell of you to notice, Tobi. Thanks.”

“Haha! Relax, relax. You shouldn’t get yourself worked up when you’re sick! I’ll be right back with your hot chocolate, okay?”

Hidan grunted. “Fine.”

Tobi beamed at him and meandered off to the bar, checking in at a couple more tables along the way. He genuinely enjoyed mingling with his customers—it wasn’t unusual to spot him seated amongst them, chattering about so-and-so’s new baby or the upcoming high-school bake sale or who was running for trustee this year.

Letting them know he gave a damn about their lives, that they weren’t just business.

At first, Hidan wondered how much of that compassion was sincere, and how much of it was an act. He knew people, after all. As a pastor, a big part of his job was to pay attention to them, to get inside their heads and learn how they tick. Sure, he was God’s man, through and through, determined to spread His word to as many as he could, but to do that, the congregation had to listen.

So he exploited them, to a certain extent. He spoke in a way that forced them to hear him—bluntly. No point beating around the bush. No point sugarcoating things. Tell it like it is, his mother used to say. Stand your ground, and tell it like it is.

And that’s what he did.

He’d seen enough of the world to be jaded by it. He’d seen enough to know that people shit all over each other, but expect a hand up when their luck runs out. They want and they want and they want…like greedy pigs, never satisfied. Feeding their mouths and their egos and their wallets.

The Gospel According to the Public says God is dead. Don’t serve God, serve yourself.

“Here we go! Hot chocolate, extra thick, three jumbo marshmallows.” Tobi set first a saucer, then a steaming mug in front of him, along with a package of tissues. “I figured you might appreciate those.”

It didn’t take him long to discover Tobi was the real deal—a charismatic, childlike goofball who loved people in spite of their flaws…or perhaps because of them.

“Thanks,” Hidan replied gruffly, on account of his cold and maybe something else he could probably name if he thought about it but preferred not to.

“Sure! Do you still want your muffin? I would’ve brought it out with the hot chocolate, but…I think oatmeal is better for colds. Has a lot of nutrients in it, you know.”

“Nutrients? What are you, my ma?”

Tobi laughed. “Sorry, sorry. I get like this when somebody’s sick. Just wanna take care of ‘em. Isn’t that right, Julia?” He craned his head around to peer at his morning help, a powerhouse of a woman in her mid-fifties, with a mane of curly, iron gray hair and a killer smile.

“Absolutely right.” She turned that smile on Hidan, showcasing a set of straight, white teeth. “Don’t let him bother you now, sugar. Our Tobi, he’s a worrywart.”

“Be nice! I wasn’t bothering him.” He faced Hidan again. “Was I?”

Thankfully, another round of sneezes spared the pastor the embarrassment of responding. Julia, for all that she was a peach, intimidated the hell out of him. Particularly when she started up with the “sugar” bit. Part of him believed she did it because she knew it made him blush, and Hidan was anything but the blushing type.

“Aw, shit…”

One crappy thing about sneezing is, it loosens up the snot clogging your nose if you’ve got a cold.
Great for your nose, but not great for you.

Head lowered to conceal the worst of it, Hidan groped about for the package of tissues—which he really did appreciate—while his host made sympathetic noises, as if Hidan were a miserable baby kitten or something.

Miserable, yes. Baby kitten? Not so much.

Swearing under his breath, he seized the package and fumbled it open, yanking out a wad of tissues to mop the skin beneath his nose (it’d be red and raw by the end of the day, no doubt).

Tobi frowned, and turned back to Julia. “Keep an eye on things for me?”

She waved a hand. “Not a problem, honey.”

“You’re the best,” he said, sincere as a cub scout, and took the empty seat across from Hidan. Elbows on the table, he put his chin in his hands, expression kindly. “When did you get sick?”

Hidan didn’t want to talk. He didn’t come in here to talk. He came to get his goddamn hot chocolate (made exactly the way he liked it) and, fine, he came for the atmosphere, too, because in a far corner of his mind, he knew he really did need the company—he hadn’t been sick like this since he was a kid, and when he was a kid he had his mother to take care of him.

He didn’t want to talk, but there was just something about Tobi that made him feel like he should.

“Last night,” he admitted hoarsely, and set the used tissues aside with a grimace. “Had a sore throat, chills…you name it. Barely slept, seriously.” He picked up his spoon and began to stir his chocolate idly. The marshmallows were still in it; he lacked the energy or the conviction to pluck them out.

“I’m sorry.”

Hidan glanced up. “For what?”

“It’s a shame you’re so sick.”

“…how is that your fault?”

“Um…” Tobi shrugged his shoulders. “I guess it’s not. But I’m sorry all the same.”

Hidan shook his head. “Whatever you say.” He set the spoon on the saucer and wrapped both hands around his cup, grateful for the additional warmth. It was the end of November, bitter cold, and he had worn his long, heavy black coat, red scarf, and black leather gloves. He’d left the coat and the scarf on; the gloves were in his pockets. Still, he was half-frozen, despite his layers and the hearth fire.

“You have a sermon today, right? Are you gonna be okay? Maybe you ought to just go home and rest.”

“God doesn’t rest, you moron.”

“Of course!” Tobi allowed. His tone was gentle when he continued. “But you aren’t God, Hidan.”

No, he wasn’t. Not even remotely close. But he had a responsibility. Speak God’s word in His house, to His followers. He couldn’t back out.

He felt the weight of the rosary against his neck, his chest, the rosary he never took off, the rosary that reminded him who he served. The one constant in this life. The one thing that wouldn’t let him down, lie to him, cheat him, steal…

“I don’t know a lot about religion, but I know a little about faith.” Tobi was speaking again. He must’ve sensed he hit a nerve. “From what I gather, it isn’t something you measure. It just is. Either you have it, or you don’t.” He appeared thoughtful. “And it works two ways. If man has faith in God, doesn’t it stand to reason that God has faith in man?”

Hidan lowered his hands in disbelief. Where did this guy come from? Where did he get his ideas?

“If. That’s the kicker, seriously. If man has faith in God. If man gets man’s head out of man’s ass long enough to serve something other than man.”

Tobi raised his eyebrows in acquiescence. “Like I said, either you have faith, or you don’t.”

“Do you?” Hidan leaned forward a bit, ignoring the way his aching limbs and tender throat protested his sudden vehemence. “Do you have faith? Or are you just trying to convince me that I’m wrong and I should go home?”

They sat in silence for a while, studying each other, a cynical preacher and a sanguine businessman. Unalike, yet very much alike.

Tobi smiled. “I think I do. I hope I do, anyway. My philosophy is, everything happens for a reason. Even this,” he tapped his cheekbone, directly beneath his left eye. Covered by a thin film, that eye hadn’t seen for nearly sixteen years, when a childhood illness blinded it. “My other eye has to work harder, but at least I can see at all.” He reached out to toy with the salt and pepper shakers in the center of the table.

“I have faith I was spared one eye for a reason.” He looked at Hidan. “God…or whoever or whatever it is up there that watches us, must’ve had faith that I would stumble across the reason eventually.” And because he couldn’t stay serious for long, Tobi motioned about him in a grandiose manner worthy of a stage actor, his voice equally dramatic. “So I bought myself a café, and here I am. Haven’t been smite by lightning yet.”

Between the cold muddling his senses and the turn this conversation just took, Hidan sat there, utterly bewildered, before his already ruffled composure cracked and he started to laugh. At what, he had no idea. Everything. Nothing.

It felt good.

Of course, the laughter soon dissolved into a hacking cough, and then it didn’t feel good anymore.

“Drink, drink!” Tobi urged. “The chocolate will help.”

He drank, deeply, finishing half the mug. Stuff always tasted fantastic, though the flavor was dulled slightly due to his sinuses.

The bell (fucking bell) above the door jingled; a large group of college students filed in, eager for their morning caffeine rush.

Tobi made a face. “There’s my cue to scoot.” He stretched his arms, both of which gave a slight pop. “Amazing, how much these kids can eat, man.”

Hidan snorted. “Listen, Tobi…ah…” You’re a maniac. A fucking certifiable loony. “Thanks. Seriously.” And you’re not half bad.

Tobi blinked; that smile he never tired of smiling wasn’t too far behind.

“My pleasure. Take care, Hidan. And go home. God’ll understand.”

“Yeah, yeah…”

Hidan might’ve let it go at that, might’ve sat there, said nothing as Tobi hauled himself out of his chair, dusted his hands on his apron, and began to walk away, toward the loud, gossiping beast that had spread its talons over three tables, and fully intended to acquire a fourth.

He might’ve.

“Tobi.”

The man paused, glanced back. “Hm?”

“Come to church. Wednesday night. I’m preaching.”

A single beat, and then, “Okay.”

He was glad he didn’t.




Posted by B at 8:15 PM

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

080708

Okay. So from a guy, to the girliest girl alive to an middle-aged, married auntie. When will drama club cease to amaze me? XD

Ah, I just got a look at the design of my new home next year. It's wonderful. I'm living next to Ryan. He and I got the two biggest apartments at Block 47. The other two penthouses are smaller than ours, so, yeah.

There is a jacuzzi and a hot tub. Don't know what's the difference though... And I've got the master bedroom which is pretty cool and bigger than the other two rooms. Mom and Dad will be building a new room on the roof terrence for themselves since they gave up the master bedroom for me. XD

All in all, it's pretty big and satisfactory yeah ^^

Drama was great today. Although in the beginning, we were all sluggish and dead yeah. Our seniors came to help us out. I have finally found a group where they are also USA Influenced. ^^

Oh yeah, today I recieved something interesting.

Dear Belle Sim,
Welcome to the prestigious club for the RHG (rebonded hair girls). We do hope you enjoy your 9 months stay here with us.
Regards,
Leader of the RHG.

Yeah, I rebonded my hair yesterday. It looks great ^^ And I love it ^^

Cynthia wanted to meet us tonight yeah but Ayron wasn't going. So. Yeah. And I only received this msg when I go home at like... 5:57?

Oh man... Please let me get a good nights sleep tonight. I need it. Really, I do!! I haven't been able to sleep recently. Keep tossing and turning ya know. And I really need energy for tomorrow... Mothertongue...

MOTHER OF PEARL!

Capricorn. ^^


Posted by B at 8:39 PM

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

010708 - Happy Birthday Joey!!

Oh my goodness... Remember when I said I was gonna be a guy in the Racial Harmony drama? Well... the plot changed and now, I'm the complete opposite.

I'm the girliest girl alive! I have my little posse, following me everywhere and I'm their leader! Good Lord!

I gotta put on this irritatingly disgusting voice!! ARGH!

But it's fun.

XD

I must say, I feel much better than last week. I don't know, I must've had a nervous breakdown or something with everything piling up, yeah.

I can't wait for this Friday Drama meeting. We're gonna practice it again!! This time, with scripts. We just it really impromptu today. But it was good. ^^

The sec ones are working really well with one another, yeah. I had TOOONNNS of fun with Faith, Guurpreet and Sherlyn today.

But also, the guys are from 1N2 are never gonna let me live it down after they've seen me on stage as you know... So girly, so feminine, so... so... PINK!

Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Also can't wait for Thursday! MS BAAAYY!!!!

The new teacher teaching us for the rest of the month is caleld Ms Nair and she ain't really fun... I have yet to even see her SMILE.

Right.

Anyways, things seem to be going alright now. And I'm feeling great! Oh and, Happy birthday Joey! *Sorry about the foul-up on the card, yeah. You do look a lot more... mature than your age. Take that as a compliment! (if you're even reading this)*


Posted by B at 6:46 PM